Helplessness, the inability to make a change, inability to make something different. Makes me think of the Neil Young song. “Leaves us helpless, helpless, helpless”.

Try to cope, to not be swallowed into the silence, to not cry for fear of touching another’s pain. I understand why people go to religion, for relief. And yet, in this world, in this life, I have been given so much opportunity, so much joy, so much to appreciate. The duality, the circle of life and death. the sorrow and the sweet memories. I wish I could control my brain so i could dream what i want to see, so i can have the power to recreate that which is gone from this world. Maybe I can.