I am so torn & depressed; the verge of tears

I am so torn & depressed; the verge of tears

all day.  I had a great ride on Neubee tonight. Thinking of the Buck clinic and getting the “day 3” ride. I did. He can be so good. He is not a bad horse at all. Then I got distracted by Brian and sat on Neubee and cut branches off the oak trees.  On tree three, the kid uphill next door who is building a metal kennel frame starts banging, WHAM, WHAM, WHAM, Brian had Neubee’s reins, Neubee spooks…..I throw the nippers in the grass…Neubee spooks again in place…for the second time. What is wrong with me????? Am I being unrealistic. Am I just trying to do too much too fast.  …… I thought blogging was all about dialoging…… where is the dialog, not on facebook? where ever? ……Doesn’t anyone want to help me…..,.aaaaaaaahhhhggggggggrrrrrrrrr

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